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FallingShe stands on the edge of the world, ready to tip.
What lies below is a mystery not only to her but everyone else.
Will it hurt to fall ? Will it hurt to lose her grip?
Maybe it's a dark abyss waiting for her to drop.
Maybe it's a never ending trip to Hell.
But a voice keeps telling her to stop.
A tear springs forth in her eye. She just wants to let go.
That voice keeps screaming at her to come back.
But she just wants to fall into the darkness that may lay below.
She wants to tip off the edge and plunge into a unknown reality.
But that voice keeps calling her back as it's physical there, holding her.
But she just wants to fall and feel what is left of her mortality.
She just wants to go running. To slip off the edge and say good bye.
But the voice keeps haunting her every time!
A whisper comes from her lips as she slips. " Why won't you let me die? "
The FightBeasts claw and tear her down until she is nothing but bones.
They have ripped her to nothing.
And even then, words can hurt her just like sticks and stones.
A dead heart pounds against the bones of her rib cage.
Tears fall from eye sockets with a glimmer of a spirit.
An emotion, the spark of life, starts the beginning of a rage.
She stands and starts moving, bones start disappearing.
Skins starts to grow as her back bone straightens.
A human being , all flesh and blood, is now appearing,
The beasts were growling and try to rip her apart.
She slashes them with bitter hope.
Maybe now, she can have a living heart.
Time and WishSometimes, I wish I could wipe away old words,
And leave old memories behind.
Sometimes, I wish I could fly away like the birds.
Other times, I wish I could rewind old memories like a old VCR tape.
Because I want to watch the blissful times.
But then I wish I could run away from the world and escape.
Sometimes, I wish I could tell her I love her one more time.
Instead of hiding my true feelings and smiling.
I wonder if my emotions are my crime.
Other times, I wish to fade away even though I am bright.
I want to run away and hide with the stars!
Other times, I wish everything was simple as black and white.
And these times, I'm just wishing for more.
SleepShe would just like to curl up in a ball and sleep,
The days away. Sometimes, she thinks it would be easier.
She wants the dreams to come so she won't have to weep.
When her eyes are closed, the memories dissolve.
The emotions slowly fades away.
But that's not all these dreams involve.
Suddenly, she's no longer someone that causes regrets.
She can be anything like a princess or a dragon rider.
She can dance on the moon or smoke some cigerettes.
There aren't any horrible consequences. She feels no more pain.
But that can only last for so long. She has to wake up.
Though she doesn't want to leave her true domain.
But once the sleeping beast wakes, reality sinks in deep.
It's a bitter awakening but gives her slight hope,
For the next time. So she can go back to her sleep.
Her feelings.A smile of a faker spreads across her face.
She lets no one see her break.
Meds in her purse, just in case.
Pop a pill here. Ignore the pain.
Wave to people who don't understand.
Hope no one asks her to explain.
Stumbles here, catches herself there.
Fake the feeling of being alive.
About to break and needs to repair.
Another pills slips on to her tongue.
Maybe a few extra as long as no one sees.
Cough a little as they get hung.
Tears are shed but not for long.
Caring takes to much time.
She's know that's wrong.
But after time, feelings fade enough.
That she can go on,
To pretending to be tough.
Listen to that sound of breaking. Cracking. Splitting.
That is what she hears now.
The sound of two people no longer committing.
Forever comes quickly and swiftly at the speed of light.
"I'll love you forever" are words that come out so easy,
But seems to be a sword dipped in posion when in a verbal fight.
People put on a ring to show they are forever together.
But as soon as someone calls it quits,
It comes off so easily for the wearer.
It makes her wonder if love is actually real.
If people can make it through all these trial,
And still have love as strong as steel.
Jumbled words and confusing thoughts.
She just needs to clear her head.
So much planning. To many plots.
Her written word seems to come out louder.
It makes her feel more confident in things she knows.
But will these words keep her strong? Make her prouder?
Full of worry. Full of despair.
Nothing makes senses anymore.
Jeez. She needs some fresh air.
Okay. Life makes no sense. The world gets it.
But why is it so difficult? Why so confusing!?
Sometimes, she just wants to quit.
Words! Can they help her in this state of desperation?
Words! Do not fail her now.
Or will these words judge her to damnation?
Words. Please forgive her. Just please stay with her.
She can only ask so much. Just continue to help,
Before this life and everything in it swirls into a blur.
Quiet When will it stop? The pain that hurts her fragile chest.
No... It's inside. Deep inside where she thinks her heart is.
When will it stop? She hates that she still feels this depressed.
She misses you. She hates to say it; hates you.
For everything you did. She still doesn't understand.
It still feels like it happened out of the blue.
Yeah. She's still hurting. She thought this whole thing would work.
But it didn't. There is no friendship. Just two different people.
She just continues to go on with her sad little smirk.
But she wishes she knew everything. But then again, she wishes for it not.
If you are reading this, she wants you to know how she regrets.
Every happy memory of the past just feels tainted. A horrible thought.
She regrets everything. She wishes you never made a promise. You broke them all.
You never kept any of them. She wonders why she keeps any of hers.
If people think promises are nothing, why should she keep them? Let her fall.
Yeah, she's scared to death of lov
You never came back.Can you not see what you have left behind?
Oh. Of course not. You never looked back.
You never looked back to see her dead and blind.
But only on the inside because she whispers to the dark.
She whispers only when she had that silver piece in her hand,
And lets those scarlet drops fall from those torn marks.
But hey, you have your own life now, right?
No time to come back and check on her dead soul.
It'll be fine. She shudders from what you call the light.
Her heart was burned to ashes but that's okay.
Because you have left and gone.
Forgetting to check her pulse for delay.
I'm Not PerfectI'm not perfect,
I never said I was.
So you shouldn't expect me to be.
I'll make mistakes,
And I'm not afraid to admit that.
I'll do the best I can to make you happy,
Just know that some days it isn't going to be easy.
I'll love you for you,
And nothing else.
I would never expect you to change for me,
Because I wouldn't change for you.
If you can't love me with all my imperfections,
Than you don't deserve me.
I'm not perfect,
So don't expect me to be.
And I would never expect you to be.
30 steps of heartbreakOne, two, let it go
Three, four, yell no more
Five, six, don't want your kiss
Seven, eight, Get my thoughts straight
Nine, ten, Start over again
Eleven, twelve, not in love
Thirteen, fourteen, does it hurt that you hurt me
Fifteen, sixteen, wish I had a time machine
Seventeen, eighteen, trying to get back to the old routine
Nineteen, twenty, my heart feels so heavy
Twenty one, twenty two, I the more I miss you
Twenty three, twenty four, crying beside the door,
Twenty five, twenty six, I feel so love sick
Twenty seven, twenty eight, It's already too late
Twenty nine, thirty, I wish I had been with you early
My Words DisappearI have something I wish to say
But drowned by the noise, my voice fades away
I have something I want to make known
But away with the wind, it's once again blown
I have something that's important to me
But nothing I do will get them to see
I have something I want people to hear
But lost in crowd, my words disappear
My Deceitful EyesMany claim that the eyes reflect what is true
That they are a medium for what's inside you
But they are not as steadfast as we want them to be
They bluff, they betray, and they've mastered deceit
For my eyes have lied, they have led me astray
They showed me a man who would never walk away
They only reflected what I had wanted to see
Then life proved that he wasn't who I thought him to be
A Lover's LullabyHush my love,
Let me wipe your tears.
I know life is cruel,
So let me share your fears.
At night, I'll hold you close.
My love will smooth the scars on your heart.
Just relax into Aidin's lullaby.
In my arms, you'll never fall apart.
I know this can't be lust,
For you alone will the azalea flowers bloom.
For you alone I do love.
TrustDoes it have a meaning anymore?
Can anyone just be honest anymore?
I'm not saying I'm innocent.
I have committed the crime.
But I don't lie like you did.
Or like you.
It's incredible how people,
Can just lie through their teeth.
Oh I don't have time for you.
Not saying something,
That could be crucial to the future.
I would have rather you told me,
And saved me the pain.
I don't like hearing things from other people.
So now you've fucked up,
And I want nothing to do with you.
So have fun,
Fucking with every person you end up loving,
Or that ends up loving you.
Because most people wont put up,
With your bullshit.
Words Unspoken"Hey, what's the matter?"
Everything is falling apart
And I know in my heart
Nothing is alright
I try and struggle and fight,
But nothing is as planned,
Like winds stealing sand,
It's all gone at the end of the day,
And I just need someone to tell me it's okay'
Fallen AngelThis world took over you.
It sucked the life right out of you.
Oh fallen angel you need to look out.
This world has consumed you,
And took away that sparkle in your eye.
Fallen angel you have fallen over the edge.
You have gone too far,
Far away from this heavenly place,
Far away from everything you stood for.
You need to step back,
And realize what had happened.
This cruel world took away the best part of you.
You need to come back to the place you once loved.
Fallen angel please come back.
We need you here with us.
Come back, and take your post.
Come back, and make this right.
Please come back,
Please don't leave us.
You can still make it right,
You can still change your mind you know.
This was no place for an angel like you,
But somehow this world got the best of you.
This was no place for someone so happy,
This world destroyed the person you were.
Fallen angel it's time to come home,
It's time to end your suffering in this cruel world.
It's time this world knew what it had done.
Better Than I Know MyselfI take a look in the mirror,
And I see this person.
She's me, the real me.
Pressing my hand against the glass,
It feels like she's actually real.
Like I could reach in,
And take her hand.
She knows my secret, my fears, my dreams,
She knows what I have been through,
Because she's been there too.
She's strong, and confident,
Everything I hide on this side.
She's the only person, who knows me,
Better than I know myself.
She's fallen, rose above,
She's been scared, loved, sad,
And so much more.
She lets me see who I have become,
And she knows that scars that I have carried.
I guess you could say she's my best friend.
I know she's there,
Always keeping me in check.
Always there when I make a mistake.
She knows me too well.
She's strong, and confident,
Everything I hide on this side.
She's the only person, who knows me,
Better than I know myself.
Rainbow DropsHood up. Head down.
Music screaming in her ears.
Lips curled in a frown.
Lonely girl in a world of her own.
Full of grey and black.
Like an emotionless drone.
Rain drops trickle down to her earthly soul.
Each was filled with a color of the rainbow,
As it healed her to a whole.
The drops fell from the heavens like stars.
Powers from the unknown began to,
Wash away old wounds and fade old scars.
Now this girl looked up to the sky,
With gratitude going into a new life.
& She waved her old life good-bye.
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